I think because of my bad deed, I will be going on a sex strike. I will not make out with anyone or anything else for a prolonged period of time until I feel like I have made my peace with the sex gods. Mind you, I will not be giving up much. Actually, not really anything. But...the point is...that I need to make peace.
The story you want? Someone that I have fooled around with a couple of times (someone who is kinda mostly straight by his book) told me not to really tell anyone about our deeds. Me, being me, didn't really hide what we had done. In fact, one night I drunkenly told his ex-girlfriend. She was not as concerned about what he had done as to the point that he had lied to her. She is a very open girl. I just don't think she wanted to date a bisexual. She wanted someone who truly wanted her. Come on. Its college. Everyone dates someone they don't really want to. Anyway, back to why I feel bad. She told him that she knew about what we did (I don't really know what I told her). Then, he confronted me about it. I do not like confrontation, so even though it is not really in my nature to keep things secret especially when it comes to sex or when it comes to secrets that are not to my family. I know that I am terrible. This much I accept and therefore, I will make a sacrafice.
In other news, I've been helping my brother and sister-in-law move out of their house. They are almost done moving out so now we have to scrub and clean tomorrow. I think I might have finally figured out what that terrible cough was. I think it was just terrible allergies. I'm on Allegra now and love it. I've been cutting down on smoking big time. My family hates it. That will only last another few days though. Parents in Vegas. Me smoking all the time. And then I leave to go on tour with a smoker. So, of course, we will be smoking there too.
New paragraph dedicated to THE TOUR. Finally, it will happen. I have no doubts now that it will happen. I'm going on tour with a fellow Truman alum who is in the same boat as me. I'm also very happy that she was able to do it. We will have a great time.
I'm applying for jobs in St. Louis. I gotta get out of this place. Hopefully, Jenni will live with me when I move. That would be so much fun and very beneficial for me. She knows her was around and I don't. I need her. If you know of jobs in the St. Louis area, give me a jingle.
Sorry about being so not in the writing mood. Hopefully, I will post more than once this week. That is my goal of the week. Hugs.