I miss my family. This is a really sad Christmas without them. I know that I'm going to be with my second family tomorrow, but right now I really just want to be with mine. I called them and they all sounded like they were having a great time drinking and having fun. I would love to be drunk right now, but I have to be back to work at 2 in the morning. I have all day Tuesday off thought so I think I will drink like its Christmas Eve then.
I am super excited about all of my friends in town for the holidays. I still haven't seen most of them yet, but I will do whatever is needed to see them. I need my friends right now. I cannot hang out with my ex's because it is starting to unroll me. I got to hang out with the Postman and the Paramedic last night. Being lonely is not helping that situation. I almost feel like I've run out of boys to date in St. Louis. That sounds terrible but I've lost the fresh face of St. Louis and I know that I don't want to date many of the boys that I already know. I need someone new. I guess I will just have to wait until Jake Shears comes to town (did I mention I'm going to go see Scissor Sisters?).
I guess this is kind of a sad post, sorry. I'm gonna go home and take a nap before work. Hopefully I wake up in a better Christmasy type mood.