First. What happened to my blog? I had my template that I liked. Not liked, loved. So for the time being, probably til sometime next week, my blog will look a little not like I want it. Bear with me.
Second. Asian Nurse makes his reappearance. I was extremely tired and listening to a lot of bad advice. I decided why shouldn't I try to make this work. So he is flirting with me. Telling me that he knows what I'm going through and how busy I am. So I decide that maybe I can make this work. He really is a nice guy. He's thirty but doesn't come close to looking it. He is very stable and considerate. He has given me lots of time and has not stopped pursuing me.
But I really don't think I can make it work. He is looking for someone who is not me. I don't know who he thinks I am but I am very independent and I work a lot. I do not need to have a doting boyfriend. I want a boyfriend who works as hard as I do and wants to just have a lot of fun. This is probably why my last relationships have failed but I know that I can't handle someone who needs to have me more than I have time for. I can't work like that. I cannot constantly battle for me time.
So enough about how he doesn't work. Lets talk about last night. We went over to his apartment. He has two giant kitties which shed hair everywhere. I mean everywhere. He gave me a back massage and watched a movie. We made out and, as he was having issues, explained to me that he had masturbated earlier in the night. He then wanted to watch me masturbate. I just don't think that is hot. Seriously, how much worse can my sex life get.
Oh yeah. THIS IS THE IMPORTANT PART. So the Scissor Sisters concert was awesome. Jake Shears looked me in the eye. He was sweaty and shirtless and hot. I was only about ten feet away from him. He was gorgeous. I went to PinUp Bowl after because a guy I went to school with works there. I was hanging out with a guy that I had hooked up with in college who so still wanted me. And he has a boyfriend. So I wanted to go to Novaks. Jenni and I left. On our way to Novaks, my friends (still at PinUp) text me to tell me that Jake Shears kissed him on the cheek. Jake Shears and Ana Matronic showed up about two minutes after I left and they waited ten minutes to call me. I could have turned around and met the love of my life. Damn my luck. There is always next time.