Even though some of the guys looked like they could wrassle a cow to the ground, I bet that I was the most connected to a farm. It sucked. My dates were fun but I really could have had more fun anywhere. Bad music.
I really don't think that some people can ever get over me. I say this in the worst way possible. I think that some people really never forget the things that I do and think that is me all the time. I am talking about my affairs. It is not my fault. I have no feelings towards the couple at all. They will not even talk to me. That is rough. I felt so awkward and don't know if I can ever go back to the parties that will be held at that house. For those of you that think that I will forever stay in Kirksville, it is reasons like this that I must leave. I burn bridges. Evidently, bridges were not meant to be restrung and traversed again. This town cannot handle me for too much longer. It needs a break.
OK Go is touring over Spring Break. How awesome would it be to see them in St. Louis for my one fun Spring Break event. Bad news is...I have no one to go with, my sister's birthday party is the day before hundreds of miles away, and I don't like going to things like this by myself. So I'm a little me, me, me tonight. Tough shit. Deal with it.
The bitch told me that he would miss me when I graduated. What the fuck does that mean? God knows. I don't even think he misses me now, let alone when I leave town. I am going to miss a lot of people, but right now I think I will just be happy without the chaos that surrounds the situation. Nothing is ever right and evidently I am not the right person to be in a relationship with. Waaah. I am looking forward to missing those that I really truly have gotten to know over the years.
100+ friends on Facebook--which is becoming the passing fad.
The new fad is quitting smoking. Always be a quitter. I think I can keep that up for months with this new trend. Never quit just say you are. Quitting is for losers.
Balloons don't last forever. Remember that next time you buy one for $1 at Hy-Vee. Lame. I expect more.
New underwear is the best. New socks kinda suck. Hard to get on my feet.
Love you all. Sleep tight.