So he broke up with me even though I didn't think we were dating but more along the lines of just fucking and whatnot. I think I'll get over it but right now I'm pissed.
He wanted a boyfriend, which is exactly what I want (and could have wanted from him). The problem is that I'm not available when he is free. We have completely opposite schedules and this makes me sad. This is not the first time this has been a problem. I think that I just need to find a sugar daddy who will pay for everything and then I won't have to work as much (I also don't see this happening ever).
Too many problems. Arrrg. Damn me wanting to date professional boys that have jobs and aren't crazy and work during regular daytime hours. Oh well. I'll just have to wait and keep trying.
Tres stressful day. I just want to crawl into bed for the next week. I wonder if I can find some sort of drug that will make it seem like I'm sleeping even though I'm working my ass off. Anyone know about that? Don't anyone dare suggest caffeine to get me through the day. I'm already way there. Tomorrow night though, I think I can drink away most of my sorrows and with the Postman who wants me to go out with him and his friends. Weird?
Anyway, time to go and finish this shift. Only 45 minutes left or so. I think I can make it without killing someone. Think being a key word here.