Tonight is the official two year anniversary of my bout with the law. Two years ago tonight, I was arrested for drinking underage. I thought that I would be in terrible trouble and spent last night playing it easy in case I get n trouble again. So, I spent the night not having fun. The solution to the problem is that I made it through the night. Woohoo.
Birthday is coming up. Start planning all the presents that you want to send me. I will be spending three days celebrating my birthday. I will also be working a lot during those three days. I hope that they understand that I will probably be drunk or hungover most of those days. I am not that excited about celebrating turning 23. That age kinda just seems lame. I have been saying that I am twenty three for at least 8 months now. It is going to seem very strange to actually be 23.
In boy news, The Postman is both flirting still and pissing me off lots. I want to actually be friends with him, but it seems that I will probably end up messing around with him again if all of this continues. Other boys are also driving me crazy. I just really need to get some or go on a date with someone that I actually like. Did I tell you that I went to go see Prairie Home Companion with Bubble Boy. I've had lots of boys present interest but I have not actually gone through with anything. I think the whole working round the clock is massively affecting my love life. I just don't think that I have the time.
I am going to audition for an improv troup. I haven't done improv since high school, but I was pretty good then. I really just need to audition and get the whole first step out of the way. Once I audition once, I am sure that I will not have this overwhelming fear in my heart. This is also happening in the three days of my birthday. The auditions are the 17th and 18th. As of right now, I am working both of those days or going to a casino for Casino Night with Cartel. I think I might have to actually skip this party so that I can do what I need to. This is going to be a problem.
I am calling tomorrow to confirm that I want to rent an apartment. I don't know how the whole application thing is going to work or the whole actually having money for the deposit. The apartment is cute but super small and super expensive. It is closer to Cartel and is out of the chaos that is 4739A. I will be so happy to actually move out. I think living on my own is going to be the hardest thing that I will do. I will be 23 so I think that it is time. I need to grow up and be responsible for myself.
My life is changing daily and hopefully I survive. I will see you all soon.