Time to blog about the stuff that has been going on in my life. I've been too busy to blog but now I am avoiding sleep by blogging. Exciting right?
First up, the trip to Kirksville. I had a blast being back in the old college town. Seeing The Heidi Chronicles was great. The actors and the crew did a great job with the show. It was quite how I imagined it to be produced. I give it a good review. I slept with Amber after showtunes when I got really drunk. It was fun to hang out with old and new theatre kids. They still know how to party even without me. I wish that I could have spent more time there. I didn't get to see everyone that I needed to and didn't get to spend enough time with certain people (Jenorama, I am sorry). I know now that it is time to go back to school.
Anyway, now on to the boy stories. Rebounding. Boo. I might have accidentally taken someone home that I really shouldn't have. Someone who has had a crush on me for quite some time and I could never imagine dating. Guess being horny and drunk are a bad combo for a Saturday night. But not this Saturday.
This Saturday, I was horny and drunk and went home with the boy that I have been spending a lot of time with. We made out before Paramedic and I broke up (kinda an accident but also not really because we were on the rocks). This boy we will call Man I Kinda Like or MIKE for short (you might think that this is his actual name, but you are wrong). MIKE is a lighting designer. MIKE and I went out on Saturday night and I was too drunk to drive and so he offered to let me sleep over at his house. Well, you know what that means to me (I guess he also caught on to the fact that I like sex-related activities). It was so great to sleep and wake up next to someone. He is really nice. Not like an asshole who is sometimes nice. Like I treat him nicely and he does the same. This is mostly what I am looking for these days. Plus, he was definitely comfortable walking around naked (I certainly enjoyed this).
Just so that you aren't thinking that this is another one of those things that I do, we are going on a date tomorrow night. I am taking him to see a performance and then we will have dinner. It is going to be fantastic. We decided that we should actually go on a date since we only ever saw each other when we were drunk or getting there.
You are wondering then, "Why is he only the Man I Kinda Like?" There is a complication. Our mutual friend does not want us to date. She is the one who introduced us and now she does not want her friends to date each other because she is afraid that she will lose both of us as friends. I have no worries about this because I want it to work and not result in us not liking each other. We just have to be cautious about what we do and say around her. She is not going to hold me back. I do think of her as being quite a good friend even though I do not know her last name. We get along and we have fun. But, I am more interested in finding a good boy. If we realize that it doesn't work, we started as friends and not as lovers. I think that makes everything better in the end.
Otherwise, I got offered a very vague version of more responsibility at the makeup store for the holidays. I have a lot of thinking to do about what I am going to do. I am enjoying both of my jobs. I enjoy my life right now even though I am working myself to death. I am working every day of the week and sometimes twice a day. It is not healthy but I am saving money. I don't know how long I can keep this up though. If I can make it through the first of the year, that would be amazing. I do get to go on vacation. Connecticut here I come again. Super excited. I really do need t start planning my future or at least looking at my goals again. I have to remember that I can't get everything right now though.
Well that was quite a blog. Did everyone make it through ok? Oh yeah. One more thing for those that read all the way. I walked wearing no underwear only jeans to my car last night and felt super sexy. I wanted someone to make cat calls. I feel sexy. Love ya.