I have one more night until the diner opens. That means that I have one more night of sanity. I have pencilled in to have sex today. As of right now, that does not seem to be possible. I didn't go out last night to make it happen last night. I guess that it isn't that important but still....
Paramedic and I have been playing games. Saturday night, he just kinda flirted with me but didn't do anything. So Monday, I text him to see if he's going out. He was not, but I happened to throw in the fact that I had two days off and nothing to do. He didn't really respond. Then on myspace, he mentioned that I was the last text message received. We were just being flirtatious and I think he knows that I want to do more with him. I don't know if he knows that he has to make the decision.
I just want to have someone love me. It doesn't necessarily have to be Paramedic. It does however have to be someone who understands me. It cannot be Postman even though he does understand me. There is just something about his treatment of me that feels like he wants to get back together.
Obsession--Veronica Mars. Love it can't get enough of it. That show, no matter how ridiculous the premise is always amazing.
What I should have been doing today--laundry, cleaning, shopping for clothing, etc.
What I did today--interview new employee, work on the floor, run to the diner, create some new menu items, fix my laptop (by not fixing it but convincing them to have it fixed), and some other stuff.
I love having a day off. My day off yesterday got me out of the house for one cigarette. Otherwise, I watched tv and made chili. I really didn't do anything other than sleep all day. I probably got 16 hours of sleep. I might have been sick. Who knows. I'm feeling better today.
I guess I'm not exciting. Just doing a recap. Love ya. I'll blog more Friday.